It is very hard to leave someone when you cannot explain to them why. (Taken with Instagram)

I miss my sleeping buddies. :,( (Taken with Instagram)

In my life today: first ever company ID. (Taken with Instagram at TechBar)

Persistence. (Taken with Instagram)

Current Contemplation

• Master’s in Information Technology
• Informatics
• Ballet Academy of Cebu
• Photographs
• Barbecue stand
• Cooking
• Baking class
• More books
• Nexus 7
• Blog project
• New personal blog - Wordpress? 

and all these just at the top of my head. My boyfriend, cousin, and including myself are in awe of how there’s so much I want to do. I fell like I’m giddy all over the place but really with very little result to show. How sad.

Today was exquisite. Simple day filled with genuine happiness. :) My heart smiles and is full of warmth. :D Thank you Jesus!

Love is a many splendid things.

A Little Story

Image from Tumblr

I read this the first time back in fifth grade. It was hanging on the wall of the building where  was taking my finger math summer classes at. I liked reading it. When classes ended, I wish I copied those text. 

Sometimes I envy the romantics. I miss the swooning and the romantic gestures. And everything that feels like the start of something…

I noticed lately that I tend to be overexcited about things. I tend to plan a lot of things, get all these ideas in my head, feel the rush of energy in getting all psyched to do these things, but at the end of the day, that’s all they are- IDEAS. 

I am a dreamer, a believer, and I am an optimistic person compared to your neighbor. I go to the extremes. I either believe so highly and deeply on something, or worry and stress all out over nothing. I think my problem is finding balance. 

Current ideas I have in mind:

• Barbecue stand/ food stand business 
• part-time job, ideally at Starbucks
• enroll CISCO (at CIE or UC)
• enroll in a modular class, a programming language like Java or something else
• sell more on my online shop (yes, I apparently have one)
• save up a whole bunch of money
• get regularized at work
• paint again
• take more photographs~
• have more films processed
• learn to process a film
• read more books
• write/blog more religiously
• find a youth fellowship I can go to
• find a church to go to
• learn to cook well
• try to bake
• travel Cebu
• Drive with no destination
• Get lost and have adventures in Cebu

All these things are what I could grab at the top of my head. So many things I want to do that sadly sleeping sometimes feels like a waste of time. But then again, I am privileged I get to sleep comfortable so that my body gets the much needed rest. 

I just hope before the years ends, I will be able to crush out a lot of things off this list. :)

In everything I do, to God be the glory. 

Dinner with Me

hard na to imagine life without you babs. at KFC

he eats dinner with me. <3 @kolootski (Taken with Instagram)

So since I’m working a swing shift now, 3PM-12AM, I hardly get to eat lunch with my boyfriend. Plus we only have Sunday as a common day off, so that would mean we won’t see much of each other. But thankfully, he gets off at 7, just in time for my meal break. Even if it means going home later than he supposedly could, and mean spending extra for dinner (plus spending on lunch for the earlier part of the day), the sweet one accompanies me for dinner. :D I love you boyfriend!

first time working up here at the 8th floor. I’ve always been down at the Techbar. But it just so happens that at 3pm, TB is usually packed. Plus I had that 2pm eco friends meeting up here at the green room. 

I find myself liking it here, working here. Own desk space with clear boundaries, comfy chair, and the best part- a small locker just below the desk, on the side. So, it looks like I will be working up here from now on. :) 

Cheers to own space!